realization

it was tuesday morning when my co- worker arrive late or maybe will not come anymore..


i once was tagged by my cousin as "may pagka-etniko"..indeed i am..it happens when she asked me what is my current job..it was 2 years ago as to date..i told her i am working as free lance agent..she told me to visit manila to look for a much challenging and profitable work..but i do refuse her suggestion..i said i want first to help or to serve bikolanos who loved for so many years..yan naman ang ugaling may pakg ethnic..kitams astig talaga ang pinoy pagdating sa adaptation ng language..di kang inadopt modofied pa..

as i write this blog i play the songs of FLORANTE..i was inspired by his song "IBON"..

sayang kung hindi natin gamitin ang ating mga sariling pakpak upang lumipad..on my first blogs i used to write in bikol, tagalog and a little of english..i dont have courage to wrie it in english..takot ako ngisihan..papanindugan ko na lang an pagiging "ethnic man"..

minsan ako'y naimbitahan na magsalita sa isang lugar kung saan ang mga tao kadalasan magsalita ay wikang taglog..kunti lang ang may kakayanan magsalita ng bikol at di rin naman makaintindi masyado ng bikol..isang napakalaking hamonsa akin ang magsalita ng tagalog sa lood ng halos kalahating araw sa kanilang unahan..naubos na yata ang isang balde kong tagalog..but after that event i feel like i conquer the world..hahahaha..

subalit di pa yan ang pinaka istorya ng buhay ko.. once again i was invited last september 2008 to speak in a congregation who had an english sunday worship..di speaker man daa ninda ako that sunday..makunswelo na maray an pangyayari..

one of the regulkar member of the church told me that i'm not really needed to speak in english in delivering my message..i can use both english, tagalog and bikol..whta do they think of me?..JUST! JUST!..pinaghandaanko garo an pagkakataon na ini..english yata an manuscript na gamit ko..tatao man ako mag carabao english..

to make the story short..naka nganga baga gabos sako si mga para dangog..dae sinda makatubod na tatao man palan ako mag english..natapos baga ang aldaw ko na ginagaranot..